Mayan day 4 Storm- I had a dream, then stumbled across a broadcast

Gaze into blue eyes of wisdom, and behold a head full of divine love

I felt the need to record the dream I had last night as soon as I woke up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEttclQxwXs

In this dream my friend wore a pendant necklace that appeared to be a lucite cube with 3 things within it. I didn't know when I was recalling this that today is 4/Stability.

What the Mayan calendar says about the energy of 4: Four is the cube, the most stable of all forms, and the establishment of volume by definition. The energy of Four sets the parameters which establish the freedoms and barriers needed to create a game, work, or realtionship.

For the first time in a long time I met with an old friend. We sat around and talked and ate smores. He took an interest in what I had to share of my perspective of reality and what I have found in the last few years which has removed all doubt from my mind that I just have "crazy" notions which need to be kept to myself.

Since the Mayan Calendar plays such a huge role in my life it, of course, came up and since he resonated with it right off the bat today I linked him to the site I used to spend hours(headache or no) reading articles, watching videos, and listening to broadcasts. Everything a perfect mirror of myself and my reality. In the first years of disability I very much needed to see this reflection and evidence of evolution adn change...now I trust it's out there for other's to see if they so choose. If you so choose.

www.mayanmajix.com

This broadcast was just what I was drawn to, for no logical reason I can explain. Just following intuition; happy to freakin have it! I haven't been to this station before today that I'm aware of, nor do I know these people. I don't know how much more of this broadcast I need to hear...the opening meditation is life affirming, tho I feel very sure of who, what, where, I am *&* what I am doing here it's always nice to roll my eyes up at my eternal self. It shed light upon the dream I had tho, which makes it worth sharing with you.

http://www.bbsradio.com/host/truehistoryofourgalacticworldandnesara/archives/true_history_of_our_galactic_world_and_nesara_archive.php#

It's the Dec 4th broadcast I listened to, lol, there's that 4 again. =]

She begins the meditation by stating that the purpose of life now is to be in our hearts and be of love =] speaking of heart energy, visualizing the pink(divine love), blue(divine will), and golden yellow(light wisdom/christ consciousness)3 flames of heart's center...i didn't go looking for an explanation to the importance of the the things in the lucite-like thing Tracee wore, but I have found it.

Pink and blue are my favorite colors together;D no wonder! And I used to hate yellow, but now accept it, so that too, was amusing. You may know I don't care for religion, so I shall give you my idea of Christ now so that an understanding can be reached about this woman saying Christ consciousness. Jesus knew he was God; the bible flat out says it(be still and know that I am God is the prayer if I recall) and well, I guess that makes me the second coming, lol, since I too, know that I am God. But I was born in far different times than JC and took my knowledge of being the creator, ability to exist in other dimensions, and recieve divine wisdom to the shadows(i was influenced by the power consciousness...yummy power...i've let that go now)...so really, I guess that makes me the anti-christ, lol. You see, I used to lie awake at night wishing and willing myself to not know what I know. I viewed my wisdom as a curse then, but didn't know I was rejecting it so fully by even hating the color yellow. Later on I came across the information that yellow throws a wrench in the mind, stimulating the human brain in such a way as to blind it. This is how yellow is used in marketing. Gamestop changing their stickers to yellow was an omen for me that I would not be long at that place and at the time I thought, long for this world. It was Tracee who thwarted my suicide plans.

In my decision to stay on this earthly plain I called out to the always listening verse that changes must be made and I am stepping onto a new path. Yadda, yadda, yadda, about a month(at most) later I met Sean, who awakened love within me and love and Sean became my reason to continue living despite the fact that physicality is working against me in a desperate effort to destroy the (as far as I know now) only human consciousness that actuallly knows it's god and is heaven bent on co-creating the dream everyone wakes up from.

The Matrix~!~ XD You all needed that! I AM the glitch in this matrix. I wish you could be me watching the Matrix for the first time, in the theater; looking into that mirror of my mind. Fresh out of the nuthouse, no less. I'm so ready for Kansas to go bye bye, lol.

"Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the real world and the dream world?"

I think the answer to that is that we all have to trust. I had to trust that there was a reason I couldn't escape my prison, this mind, and you have to trust me when I say there are piles and piles of evidence to back up what I have always known.

After love was activated in my soul my reason for being changed from destroying the whole of humanity to enlightening, or awakening all of humanity. So after all my ideas and knowing was spit back at me in a positive light, in the form of the Mayan Calendar teachings I slowly allowed my mind and soul to join the pool of collective human consciousness. Since doing so I have become more ill and experienced more pain than most of you could ever imagine. My mind comes and goes also, rarely even functioning unless I am speaking. I speak only the truth now. More often than not I'm not with it enough to have an intelligent conversation or to write a blog such as this.

As above, so below...karma...duality...any way that you look at it from my personal perspective I know what it is to be a god, unlimited being, and now I am experiencing the exact opposite of that. IE~!~a very limited being. I chose this; I know it.

Understand that this is an experiment in human conscious co-creation. We are not separate, but whole, and have worked together to create this dream. We have worled together to see through the veil. Like anything and everything it can go either way and it does, but if you exist here/now, reading this then you are part of the reality that still has me in it. And I tell you, my friends, my brothers and sisters, and beloved souls...you're about to wake up. It has always been your choice and I thank you for allowing me to part of your reality. It is truly an honor.

pah~ha...here's a movie intro mimicking my all time favorite, reason for living video game~Space Channel 5 along with a song about love (i had to suss out why this song popped into my head, then i recalled the youtube video)have yet to see that movie; bet it's good ~I love LIFE~ XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv4ryTesIcE

by the by, if it bothers you that i keep putting myself on a pedestal "Get Over It" LOL, cuz there's room for you and I'd love the company

it's all about love

~*infinite love *&* light to all*~